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‘And Just Like That…’ Shows How Recording an Audiobook Is Part of Grieving Process

⚠️ Spoilers ahead! Watch the series on Max.

The Sex and the City reboot centers its second season’s third episode on Carrie Bradshaw narrating her story of grief for her audiobook. As she bumbles with emotion over the chapter detailing her husband’s untimely death, Carrie does everything in her power to avoid having to complete the narration. 

And Just Like That… returned for its second season June 22 on Max, formerly HBO Max, and picked up where the first season left off: Carrie moving forward after the sudden death of her husband, John, better known as “Big.” The grief connects to her writing in the episode “Chapter Three.”

Traipsing around Manhattan in her iconic heels, Carrie, played by Sarah Jessica Parker, is heading to the studio to record her latest book, Loved and Lost. This book fits into a different genre compared to her other books. This one is about her journey of grief after the death of Big, played by Chris Noth (Sexual assault allegations against the actor emerged immediately after his character’s demise. He denies the allegations and hasn’t been criminally charged).

Carrie’s foray into the grief memoir genre has given her an opportunity to narrate her audiobook. Most memoirists tell their stories for the audiobook, and it’s become more of a standard for memoirs about grief. But when Carrie speaks into the microphone, she keeps choking on her words, reliving the moments from the premiere episode of the series where Big dies from a heart attack after riding on his Peloton (The fitness company’s stock fell due to the negative storyline). Carrie’s male audio producers try to coach her through the annunciation issues, like she’s swallowing her t’s and popping her p’s, but they can’t pick up her frustration in reliving that distinct memory by reading it aloud. 

“A memoir this personal needs to be read by the author,” her editor says after Carrie urges for an actress to be hired to record the audiobook, like Julianne Moore or Julianna Margulies. Then Carrie learns that the studio has been booked for five days. She thought it would be only for two. But the publisher already factored in extra days to accommodate the emotional hardship of reading the story. Back in the recording studio, Carrie starts to hear the water from the shower on that tragic day and sees water blurring the words on the e-book she’s reading from. The audio producers decide it’s better to skip the chapter for the time being. 

After a tearful moment in the recording studio, Carrie receives advice from Bitsy Von Muffling, played by Julie Halston. Complaining about the upkeep after a facelift, fellow widow Bitsy recommends Carrie should do whatever she loves to do to make her feel better. So, Carrie goes shoe shopping. She bursts through her apartment door with Bergdorf Goodman bags filled with shoes, such as a pair of pink Gucci ankle-cuff leather pumps and copper-studded Giuseppe Zanotti Intriigo mules.

While trying on her new shoes, she calls up the main audio producer and tells him she has contracted COVID-19. Therefore, the producers need to hire that actress Carrie had suggested earlier. The viral disease that caused a yearslong global pandemic is now treatable enough that it can be a lie to get out of work. She stays in her apartment, even enjoying a hamburger and fries when her friends Seema and Anthony, played by Sarita Choudhury and Mario Cantone respectively, call her for lunch. She lies to them about her fake COVID. Seema comes to visit where Carrie admits her lie and tells her how she needs to attend her neighbor Lisette’s jewelry showcase. 

At the showcase, Carrie and Seema are chatting when they see a man in a black suit pocket the jewelry on display. While they’re questioning the theft, Carrie yells that she has COVID, which clears the outside tents. Seema brandishes a handgun, which turns out to be a lighter. The jewelry is gone, and Lisette, played by Katerina Tannenbaum, is devastated. Carrie visits Lisette the next day with pastries as they mourn the loss. Mourning, even for material objects, helps Carrie prepare to narrate the chapter detailing her husband’s death in the recording studio. She celebrates with Seema, who has recovered her Birkin handbag stolen in the beginning of the episode, at a communal table with young men visiting from Australia. At the end of the episode, Carrie’s lie manifests into real COVID. 

Though the writing in the reboot fails to be as crisp as the writing in the original Sex and the City series based on Candace Bushnell’s 1996 book, emphasizing the hardship of narrating an audiobook about grief seems to be a realistic issue memoirists deal with.

Marketing maven Bozoma St. John, for example, went on tour earlier this year to discuss her grief memoir The Urgent Life: My Story of Love, Loss, and Survival. In the very first minutes on her audiobook, she narrates the day her husband died from a rare cancer thought to be treatable. Tembi Locke’s 2019 memoir From Scratch: A Memoir of Love, Sicily, and Finding Home came to life onscreen with a Netflix miniseries. She narrates the story of losing her husband to cancer elegantly for the audiobook edition. You can find the book review here.

On the other hand, Sheryl Sandberg didn’t narrate the audiobook for Option B: Facing Adversity, Building Resilience, and Finding Joy, her 2017 memoir about losing her husband, SurveyMonkey CEO Dave Goldberg. She may have been worried about being overtaken with emotion, or the publisher decided her voice wasn’t the right fit, even when more memoirists are reading their life stories. Elisa Donovan of Clueless and Sabrina, the Teenage Witch fame stepped in to narrate the Option B audiobook. In fact, the actress narrated the 2021 audiobook for her own grief memoir about losing her father in Wake Me When You Leave: Love and Encouragement via Dreams from the Other Side

This a rare episode for Carrie where we see the process of her promoting her book. This is a newer process for some authors, especially for memoirists, with coming to terms to reading an audiobook, even when it draws up tough feelings. Audiobooks are more popular than ever, so publishers are banking on authors to vocalize their own stories of loss and healing.

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Book Review: ‘The Black Girls Left Standing’ by Juliana Goodman

The Black Girls Left Standing by Juliana Goodman leans on the grittiness to tell the story of a Black girl living in the Chicago projects searching for why her unarmed sister was killed outside the home of a police officer. 

Sixteen-year-old Beau Willet is trying to overcome the disbelief of attending her older sister Katia’s funeral. She wears a memorial sweatshirt in honor of her 22-year-old sister, who was killed by a single gunshot wound to the face fired by an off-duty police officer outside of his home in the middle of the night. Katia was accused of planning to rob the home, but Beau doesn’t accept that narrative. She depends on her friend Deja to help her figure out what happened to Katia, who was with her boyfriend Jordan at the time of the killing. Except Jordan has been missing since Katia’s death, and he is the only person who could clear Katia’s name. 

I should be crying, too, but I can’t for some reason. It’s like my ducts are all blocked up and the tears are dripping down my insides instead of my cheeks. Katia, why didn’t you just stay home with me instead? 

Beau knows the police department and the city will not investigate her sister’s killing fairly because she’s Black, her sister was Black, and they’re from the impoverished Grady Park neighborhood where Black people get killed all the time. Katia’s death is in the news cycle for what feels like a second until the rest of the city moves on and feels sympathy for the police officer and his family instead of Beau and her family. To get the answers she needs, Beau is determined to find Jordan. She feels alone in her quest when it comes to her family, her parents too depressed to push for more answers while trying to keep the roof over their heads. Deja seems occupied in a new relationship to help Beau solve the crime, and Beau feels guilty pulling Deja into her web of grief. While she’s looking for Jordan, Beau finds herself falling for Champion, a boy she goes to school with though he lives in a McMansion in the affluent Purple Hills neighborhood.

Everything’s all screwed up between me and Champion because I’m the girl with the murdered sister. Neither of us says it, but if he asked me to be his girl now, everyone would think it’s because he feels sorry for me. 

As Beau and Champion become more than friends, Beau finds herself and her friends engaging in petty fights with girls and guys in Grady Park who may or may not know what really happened to Katia. Nobody is snitching. Then Beau gets an anonymous tip that Jordan is in her apartment building complex. At first, she doesn’t believe that rumor because she knows everyone in the complex and hasn’t seen anything amiss; she swears she would’ve noticed Jordan by now, better yet someone would’ve been loyal to her and told her about his whereabouts.

While Deja seems to fade into her relationship, Beau taps Sonnet, another friend who uses her Pretty Little Liars knowledge to play detective. Sonnet lives a life more similar to Champion’s, so Beau feels immense pressure to protect Sonnet and herself. The guilt of Beau’s grief ebbs and flows as she leans on the friends not used to the atmosphere of the projects she lives in. The deeper they get into their investigation, the higher the stakes are. Blindly, Beau follows every clue until she finds herself in trouble to the point she may meet the same fate Katia did. 

Being inside Beau’s mind from the first-person perspective is incredible as she pushes aside the grief and depression of losing her sister while looking for answers for why her sister died at the hands of a gun fired by an off-duty police officer. Why was Katia outside this officer’s home at 4 a.m. with Jordan? Why did Jordan disappear? The questions resound throughout the pages as Beau tries to unwrap the mystery in her crime-ridden neighborhood where asking such questions about why someone was killed could get you killed. When Beau is in the bedroom she shared with Katia, the gloom overwhelms her as she looks through her sister’s belongings for any clues, but she only finds what could’ve been Katia’s destiny. The plans for the future seem to be the only clues Katia left behind, and it strengthens Beau more in doing the work the police won’t do. 

Overall, this young adult novel stands out with the reality of being a Black kid in the inner city and feeling like you, anyone who looks like you, and anyone you love doesn’t matter. Beau knows her sister’s killing will never get a fair investigation because Katia was accused of burglarizing a police officer’s home. But she knows her sister wouldn’t commit such an act, so she’s the only one who could stand up for Katia. Beau and her friends are the Black girls left standing who have to stand up for the Black girls who don’t make it out of places like Grady Park. In the audiobook version, narrator Ariel Blake does a fantastic job of conveying the sadness and determination in Beau’s voice. Out of similar works such as Angie Thomas’ books set in the similar fictional neighborhood of Garden Heights in The Hate U Give, On the Come Up, and Concrete Rose, Juliana Goodman’s debut novel makes a splash in the subgenre of social justice YA with digging into the mental health aspect of showing the tumultuous journey of the teenage main character struggling with how society paints girls like her, including her dead sister, and trying to prove that they deserve to be seen like any other girls.

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Book Review: ‘Paper Gods’ by Goldie Taylor

Paper Gods: A Novel of Money, Race, and PoliticsPaper Gods: A Novel of Money, Race, and Politics by Goldie Taylor
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Paper Gods by Goldie Taylor is a political thriller centered in Atlanta where characters pretend to be sweet as syrup to the public and wicked in private.

Equipped with degrees from Spelman College and Harvard Law, Atlanta mayor Victoria Dobbs is a force to be reckoned with. Her shiny life with her cardiac surgeon husband Marshall Overstreet and their twin daughters, Maya and Mahalia, after poet Angelou and gospel singer Jackson, is enviable. When her mentor Congressman Ezra Hawkins is shot dead by a sniper in the historic Ebenezer Baptist Church, Victoria finds a red origami dragon beside Hawkins’ body. She takes it and tries to decipher the meaning since she’s seen one before. But Hawkins’ position is up for grabs, and Victoria wants it. As she announces her run in the special election, uber-wealthy White men Virgil Loudermilk and his cousin-brother Whit Delacourte look for their own candidate to snatch Victoria’s power. It turns out mostly Loudermilk’s actions have sinister origins, connected to a committee of White politicos arranging for Democratic Black politicos to hold city positions like mayor but not state positions like governor, reserved for mostly White Republicans. The forced racial divide in politics has piqued the interest of veteran reporter Hampton Bridges as he’s been pursuing the story for years. His snooping has placed him on the blacklist for Victoria, Loudermilk, and Delacourte. He’s also been a victim of a suspicious car crash with his latest college-age girl in the front seat that raises more concern. While everyone is trying to hide their secrets and dodge threats, they are making sure they protect their best interests no matter who gets killed in the process.

This novel explores the dual identity most politicos presumably live with. Mayor Dobbs, for example, is the impeccable Black woman worthy of likeability, but she’s also pulling strings behind the scenes to make sure she stays on top. Loudermilk and Delacourte remain top lawyers at major companies throughout the Atlanta region while pulling the strings in overall state politics. Everyone’s hands in this story are dirty and get filthier by the page. The amount of scandal that multiplies for each character makes it a page-turner, especially as characters get killed or almost killed. What incites character empathy is how the characters try to protect their families, with many members having the Southern-style double first name.

Overall, the novel is an entertaining take on the fictional political atmosphere that reads like a smooth investigative magazine piece. The author is the editor-at-large at The Daily Beast, so she uses many of the characters’ last names as their main names, meaning it’s written with journalistic flair. Read this book before the John Legend-produced ABC series starring Nia Long comes out. Also, the audiobook is hard to follow with the plethora of detail, especially all the names, and popular reader Bahni Turpin’s voice doesn’t vibe with the material.

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Ashli St. Armant Jazzes Up the Girl Detective Tale

Inspired by the girl detective stories from her childhood, Ashli St. Armant recently released her debut audiobook Viva Durant and the Secret of the Silver Buttons on Audible.

Viva is a California teen girl visiting her grandmother, Gram, on her summer break in New Orleans. Thinking Gram is a bore, Viva embarks an adventure to solve the mystery of another family’s inheritance she reads about in a newspaper article. The only clue the article mentions is the Miss Mary Mack nursery rhyme, which takes her throughout the vibrant city of New Orleans stringing together the clues she’s discovering on her own.

Ashli, an Orange County, California native, based the story in New Orleans, a place where she said her mother’s side of the family goes back seven generations.

“Just like Viva, I didn’t grow up there. New Orleans felt like this really mysterious, mystical place. It felt like a really good place for a mystery also because New Orleans is kinda mysterious already,” Ashli told she lit. “That’s how I felt about it as a kid. But like Viva’s grandmother, [to] my family that’s from New Orleans and live there, it wasn’t a mysterious place. It felt like a small town in the South. So going there I often felt frustrated because I was like, ‘C’mon, this is a really cool place to explore,’ but they didn’t see it that way.”

She spoke to she lit about the inspirations behind the story and its characters and the music.

she lit: How did Nancy Drew and other girl detectives inspire you to create Viva Durant?

Ashli St. Armant: I grew up with a lot of girls-in-a-series like The Babysitters Club especially and Nancy Drew as well. I wanted to create a series for young girls like the way I had series like that. I wanted the main character to be a young Black girl because I hadn’t really seen that when I was a child. I can’t necessarily speak to say there’s not any of that around today, but I certainly didn’t know any when I was a kid. So I wanted to create a world that felt familiar but also had an element of mystery and build a new world from there.

she lit: How did you come up with the concept to tie the mystery around the Miss Mary Mack nursery rhyme and New Orleans history?

Ashli St. Armant: There aren’t any particular ties from that poem to New Orleans and also there’s no known suggestions that poem, or the song, is related to some kind of hidden treasure. That was something I came up with on my own.

However, my other job is I perform as a children’s music artist, so I’m constantly doing deep dives for music that was created by children or by children and how do we create it for the stage and how do we create it for performances. I have four albums out; the first three are mostly original content. My fourth album is called Swing Set. All the songs from that album are not original songs of my own, but they were all created by African Americans over time. They’re almost all created by nonmusicians, so songs created on playgrounds, worker songs, and things like that, and I really wanted to highlight where these songs come from.

Some of these songs are a part of our common vernacular, especially for children, but we don’t realize a lot come from Black experiences. Songs like “Coming Around the Mountain”—that song comes from a Negro spiritual. I really nerd out to stuff like that. So Miss Mary Mack is one of the songs on the album, but that song is a playground song. By nature, it was deemed so long ago, made by children, made by Black children and girls, that makes a recipe for not knowing where those songs come from because nobody is recording that stuff by people of color, by girls, by children, etc.

But what we think the song is about a child who had an experience going to a funeral. The idea of this black dress with buttons in the back and front gives the impression it might’ve been funeral clothing, so it might’ve been this child’s idea of reflecting on that experience and bringing that back to the playground. That clearly happens to a lot of children’s music.

So anyway I also find it interesting that there’s this mystery around children’s music where we don’t really know—not necessarily children’s music but songs created by children over time, children’s folk music—we don’t really know where these songs come from or what they mean, so that lends itself to mystery, too. So I reinvented what I thought we can say what the song can be about but really we’re not sure. Then it might be around hidden treasure!

I wanted the main character to be a young Black girl because I hadn’t really seen that when I was a child. I can’t necessarily speak to say there’s not any of that around today, but I certainly didn’t know any when I was a kid.

she lit: Did you do any of the music in the book?

Ashli St. Armant: Yes and no. This has been an interesting project for me because this is my first full-length writing project. I’ve been writing since I was twelve, starting with poetry then songwriting and short plays. This is my first novel and it’s on a platform like Audible where adding music is tied into that.

I do have a band and I have a wonderful producer that I work with here in California. His name is Chris Schlarb from Big Ego Studios. I worked closely with him to create music for this piece, so you’ll hear some of our original work throughout the piece, but we found that it requires a lot more music than we originally anticipated.

Luckily for us Audible has this wonderful library for music that we were able to pull from. You could never listen to all of this thing; it’s thousands of hours of music. But we hired another sound engineer to work with us. Between the three of us, we were able to find the music that we felt fit this piece. I wanted to have music that not only reflected New Orleans, a jazz style, but I also wanted it to reflect what was happening in a scene whether it was serious, creepy, or funny. I wanted the music to reflect that too but also say it in a jazz style. That’s how we pulled the music together.

she lit: What was it like the first time hearing Bahni Turpin narrate your story?

Ashli St. Armant: I teared up. I loved it. I feel like she really reflected Viva in a really poignant way I wasn’t expecting. But moving backwards a little bit, I originally wanted to narrate this book, but for several reasons it was presented to me to bring on a professional narrator, which isn’t in my wheelhouse yet. It was like handing over my baby. I don’t know if I want to do this.

But then they gave me a shortlist of people that they were suggesting, and I was currently listening to a book narrated by Bahni Turpin. It’s called The Underground Railroad by Colson Whitehead. I was so moved by that piece and how well she did that. It’s a really deep novel and she did so well. She had to do the voice of a slave owner, a runaway slave, and then girl, then man, and I thought she was so remarkable in that piece.

I never really thought about the job of a narrator until I heard that story. And when her name came up on the list, I was It has to be her. There is this lightness and playfulness in her voice that I just don’t carry. At the end of the day, when I finally heard her voicing the character of Viva and the grandmother, I thought, Omigosh, she’s great. I was happy. It was painful at first, then I bought it. I got to meet her in person, and she was special and lovely, so that worked out well.

I wanted to have music that not only reflected New Orleans, a jazz style, but I also wanted it to reflect what was happening in a scene whether it was serious, creepy, or funny.

she lit: Was Gram based on your grandmother or a variety of people?

Ashli St. Armant: No. Gram is based on some other folks in my life. My godmother—we’re not blood-related, but she’s a family friend—I call her Grandma VJ. She’s still alive. She’s 104. She’s not from New Orleans; she’s from Texas. Her personality is like Gram’s. She’s stern and more structured, but she doesn’t see herself like that or she doesn’t see it as a bad thing.

I think as she’s got older and got past 100—actually when she hit 90 then 100—I had thought, Wow, she’s really a treasure. And it’s something to be learned about how to live that long and how to live that long fruitfully because the fact she still makes her own carrot cake, she makes Christmas cookies. She’s still cooking herself. She plants her own vegetables. She will remember things back from the 1940s and that kind of thing.

When I was a kid, I thought she was so boring. She won’t let me eat McDonald’s. But now I’m in my thirties and thinking long-term, I’m like, Wow, I really have this treasure of a person in my life and I really need to learn something from her. I really want to glean on what she did to live this long, to be so wise. I think that’s what I wanted to reflect in Gram.

I really wanted to show that idea of while we undervalue our older people, sometimes they’re caring for us and imparting this wisdom onto us that we don’t even realize. That’s where that came from. My grandmother passed on, but she was wonderful, but she wasn’t like that at all. She didn’t have a mean bone in her body. She’d let you do anything you want. It’s the combination between my Grandma VJ’s personality paired with my experiences visiting my Grandmother Edna in New Orleans.

Viva Durant and the Secret of the Silver Buttons is available now on Audible.

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Book Review: ‘Viva Durant and the Secret of the Silver Buttons’ by Ashli St. Armant

Viva Durant and The Secret of the Silver ButtonsViva Durant and The Secret of the Silver Buttons by Ashli St. Armant
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

“Viva Durant and The Secret of the Silver Buttons” by Ashli St. Armant is an imaginative girl detective story that combines music and mystery. An interview with the author will be available soon at shelit.com.

Visiting from California, Viva Durant is a teen girl who arrives in New Orleans bored by her grandmother’s seemingly simple life of running errands. Grams doesn’t want to explore New Orleans because she lives there, but Viva feels there’s so much mystique in the city that she has to explore the most exciting parts like the French Quarter. One day, Grams gives Viva a newspaper to read where Viva discovers an article about a man looking for his great-aunt’s secret treasure that could be worth a lot of money. What sticks out to Viva is the man saying the Miss Mary Mack nursery rhyme is about his ancestor and the rhyme has clues about where the treasure is, but he needed help analyzing the lyrics to crack the code. Intrigued by the backstory, Viva uses her trips into the city for Grams’ shopping list to head to various landmarks to string together the clues about “Miss Mary Mack.”

The music is creatively blended into the story during pivotal moments, especially in between chapters. Giving a history to the Miss Mary Mack rhyme on top of making it into a treasure hunt spells out an entertaining audiobook. There are moments where it feels like the mystery will stop with a questionable clue, but Viva moves forward with the clue anyway and finds better clues that bring her closer to the secret location of the silver buttons. The narrator, Bahni Turpin, also delivers the best rhythm for the childish voice of Viva.

Overall, the audiobook is perfect for a girl, especially a girl of color, interested in mystery and history.

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